December 14, 2011 § Leave a comment
Ten days to prepare for a war that will never happen, a fight for something I gave away.
November 11, 2011 § Leave a comment
October 31, 2011 § 1 Comment
I have a few things on my mind that I would like to point out; however, I think it may be more accurate to say one thing because that’s all I’m going to write about. It’s been rolling around in my mind for some time now.
It has to do with promise; not a pinky promise or saying you or someone will do something. What I mean is the hope of having something you’ve wanted or missed. I tried looking up the word ‘promise’ on dictionary.reference.com to give a clearer thought, but it was not there. Odd…I wonder.
As usual, I am referring to a specific incident. I missed someone greatly (and still do, but you have to read on to know why) so I did something about it. I was very pleased with the response and the promise that came with it. This relieved, pleasant feeling only lasted briefly. You know there are people in your life that understand things better than others simply due to time spent together, frames of reference, you get my drift, and this is one of those people for me. I know this person would most clearly understand what I needed to talk about and share. Suddenly, because of lack of trust, I was told that due to outside forces the friendship could not continue in order to avoid getting into trouble. Ouch.
No more promise of release, simply going to hold it in. The backwash seems to keep coming, going unnecessarily on and on. Sometimes I think G-d made clams and coke bottles so people could have a name for people like me.
P.S. I miss you.
October 28, 2011 § 3 Comments